Courage to Survive Oblivion
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Lyrics: 
To be honest, when did I start to think this was normal?
I'm constantly searching for a new place to laugh or cry
Just these days, when I wake up not knowing where I am or why

This afternoon the rain and fog cover everything for no reason
What there is to know on the other side of the blue sky
Many are the smiles that have been on this dry sand, visible from the backyard

We need someone to be with us all the time
I had many friends here, as you know
I don't think there's any real excuse
It all depends on you
Survive oblivion without depending on anyone
Survive oblivion without depending on anyone

Sitting in my bed, I began to read those nonexistent stories
Meanwhile here, some names are still called
By the glow of candles is where I realized and knew I just had to ignore all these

While the weeks fly by and even each morning, I usually see the moods of the day
Like the only lights allowed during the nights
And somehow, I found the ability to pray again

She used to say, I don't care, it was right there where I was that day
A small place that shows the directions of the wind
They are the approximations of something when she smiles

We need someone to be with us all the time
I had many friends here, as you know
I don't think there's any real excuse
It all depends on you
Survive oblivion without depending on anyone
Survive oblivion without depending on anyone.