This is a song I wrote to one of my best friends Jeff Bubb whom tragically and unexpectedly left us on a cold winter day in January. Ill never forget that phonecall from Richard he said JB's gone i said what do mean gone where the hell did he go & when's he coming back don't tell me he moved on us & Rich said he's not coming bk he's gone. I immediately shook so bad I dropped the phone and hit the floor & had a million questions to ask but couldn't talk so they raced through my head & still to this day I ask why, why him there was no answers & still are no answers as to how he passed or what exactly happened that day all I know is the world lost one of the realest people it was gracious enough to step foot on to. JB's word meant the world to him if he said he was going to do something he did it while battling mental illness he put himself 2nd daily to help even a stranger & i'll never get the answer as to how and why he left us. Ill always wonder if there was something I could of done that day or the days leading up to him leaving & ill always hate myself for not answering the phone on New Years Eve when he called me because i was supposed to be with him and went with a group of girls and ignored his phone call which is the voicemail you hear in the beginning of the song little did i know that would be the last call id ever get from him and the last time id ever hear his voice & that's something I will never forgive myself for and will always think about every single day if i would have just answered the phone he never once ignored a call of mine no matter the time and I let him down when he may have needed me the most